the idea of you getting pissed at me makes me more pissed than you are.

i just hope you come across this as you browse your tumblr and read it. or will just someone here at tumblr have him read this! my gosh!

seriously, get over it. quit acting like you’re the victim. it just so happened that you got to bit your own tongue, “you got to taste your own medicine”. now, you felt the things that others felt when you jokingly say crap about them. it’s not nice isn’t it? well, that’s how life rolls. you’re not always in control of all the shits and the likes and of course it comes from the least expected moment and person.

we were throwing jokes at that time and suddenly, out of nowhere, you became sensitive and all. like duh?? O.o maybe i had a sharper tongue that time but things like those, it’s not in your attitude to take it personally.

now, hearing things that you were “hurt” because of what i said within our circle plus with our close professor? com’on, is that you? that word isn’t that vulgar, it’s just a gay lingo, you even uttered it like an ordinary word whenever you’re the one who’s carelessly joking others. 

yes, you’re one of my close friends. frankly speaking, i don’t treat my friends like crap. mind you, things like those are too shallow to be the “root” of all this. i don’t know what you said to the rest of our friends and some lower arki students, i just hope you didn’t stab me at my back like you always do when you’re angry and beyond pissed at someone. but i guess you already did because someone saw you yesterday telling the rest about it, me acting like the snake that bit you out of nowhere, and just suddenly stopped conversing as that person passed the hallway. 

if you have a problem with me, just confront me directly, there’s no big deal with that. i’d prefer to hear it from you rather than from others ‘cause it’s saddening to hear it from one of our friends. 

btw, the things you said casually about me yesterday along the hallway, it’s your thing to do like such but i just ignored ‘cause you’re my “friend” and i don’t take such thing personally. but if you’re gonna start some false accusation ‘bout me, well that’s another thing and i might also do that to you or even worse.

another thing, if i was really mad at you or whatsoever you call it, i wouldn’t even bother making your certification. piece of advice, don’t take my jokes personally as i ignore yours.

this blog is nothing personal, just clarifying several things and just to ease up this clouding anger of mine.